Friday, October 07, 2005
y everione got it.. bt i didn.. oh well.. tt's fate ba.. i hv my hol back.. time for more swims i think.. :p *thinkin on e' brighter side*
i'm bored!! was locked at hm e' whole of ydae n 2dae.. bt dear is bringin mi out later for dinner.. haha.. :p so.. nvm..
i miss dear..
getting fatter.. dear brought mi for supper again!! not ice cream dis time.. bt it's satay!! oh my!! can c e' meat n fats fr e' satay growin on my stomach.. gettin bigger n bigger.. like a swimin float!!
promised julie to go sentosa dis sun.. haha.. :p time to meet up wif them again!! sc n jr.. :p oh my.. gettin darker liao!!
managed to finish my theory paper.. yippy!!
feel so loneli suddenli.. i'm no longer e' usual wanfern.. tryin to hide.. escape fr everithg.. i cant face all e' reality.. i dun.. i dun wan... stayin at hm.. hidin under e' blanket cryin doesn help! y is life so unfair.. they all live a much better life den me.. it's so unfair!! all dis r killin me.. i'm tire.. can someone plz take mi away.. away fr dis scary and fearful place......
..promise not to leave me please..
..promise u'll always be there for me..
..promise u'll always be with me..
~fernny~
caught a falling star @ 5:38 PM